Post d-day

I am still on cloud nine after d-day.. Alhamdulillah everything is settled and I can concentrate on other things.. wait a sec.. what other things?? the past 4 years if not more, its all been phd PhD pHd.. been in and out of the tunnel, made it out alive. a friend once passed the words that nothing bad is going to happen even if we do not get the phd. the worst things that could happen were either we would be embarrassed for not getting the phd, but we are not going to die! yes the career might be affected but thats about it.
Its true I guess, but for me, i was under pressure since I was on a scholarship thats people's money. And i learned so much being in negara penjajah that i was determined to make a difference that could only happen if i can kick off the academic career in the right way, which was by getting the phd. well, thats the essence of the driving force in my study..
Though i am still in a limbo-ish state of mine; thought i should feel something different, but in all honesty, i havent.. i would still wait for the official letter to say that i have passed before the unofficial results could be sinked in..
to all my friends doing their phd, you know who you are, my duas are with you!