BH

i have been experiencing braxton hicks contraction this past week, almost 2. sometimes painful, especially lying down. the kicks were experienced for the past 3 weeks, started with tiny flutters and getting more and more obvious. I think that I am showing even more. but the funny thing is that some people thought i was loosing weight! i am positive i am gaining some weight after the 3rd months. the apetite has returned, just with a slight twist; no chicken or meat, just some fishes and veggies - i am referrig to the condition as selective vegetarian (sv) hehehee. maybe thats a part of the reason. i have heard that chickens are given hormons to speed growth, but not sure of the cows and sheeps. i do occosionally check the status of this sv condition of mine, by taking bites of the chicken and meat, but so far its negative. maybe it is good in a way. hopefully the baby will be healthy.. i am very determined to breastfeeding, already making some investments such as an electric breastpump (ordered), and some tools already purchased like nursing chair, nursing pillow. i hope that the will will be reflected by these investments! insyaAllah..
i am so far off from BH!! well, i read online that second time mothers will feel it sooner. i do hope that that is the case. though i am a second time mom, the pregnancy was 5 years ago!

it feels brand new..