3monthsthesis

Thank you pn maya for giving the link to 3monthsthesis website. Was just reading the article on should you quit your phd. The answer was YES!? They laid out every single reason why you should quit, and they are right! But on top of it, we need to realise that phd is not everything and we do have a choice. Most importantly we have Allah to ask for help to, and hopefully he will show us the way that is meant for us..

I always feel when I get good results or get something that I want, a good feeling or anything positive, i dont feel that i deserve it. I feel really bad that i had not cite my dua enough to deserve such good things and vibes. But i do and did! I am ashamed but I am hopeful that Allah is giving me signs that i should change to a better person. Cite my dua more, improve my prayers, read quran more, be a better mom, wife, daughter, sister, a better person overall. I hope to become all that and more.
I have had a big slap to the face just recently, with regards to my work. I took it very badly. But a good thing came out of it. I felt stronger than ever before. Allah has shown me time and time again that on his willing, ANYTHING can happen. I kept that in mind, and time after time he has shown it. Semuanya atas izin Allah. My phd story is nowhere near the end, but dengan izinnya, i believe it will one day. I strongly believe that it will. I have one more day to complete a phase (the first), after which 2 more phases will follow.

I do hope that they dont take 2 and a half years each! Haha